back from 149 . so sian sial at there . baby , nana and ron study at 150 while the rest they all play at 149 . i dont feel like playing basketball , nor study . so went home .
before that , went whitesand find eddy with shy and wait for soon to come meet us . soon came . went more than words bought a pooh for baby . gave it to her . she doesnt seems surprise at all lor . me and her are drifting apart . haiz . she doesnt seems happy with what i do . why ? what a sad 8th month . we didnt celebrate or what .
baby just called me ask me faster go down . dont feel like going down at all . fucking bored at there . baby doesnt play with me like last time . baby doesnt love me like last time . all she do is talk to nana . study and blablabla . study is not not good . but remember me can ma . if you want to study , go ahead without me ba . ***** with me ba. studying can be a grat excuse for you to do so . haiz .bye all

Happy 8th monthsary babygirl !!!

Just came back from 149 . after school , bath and went mart . lan while baby went home bath and get changed . waited for shy they all . they came and played dota again . lost to ahyue they all . they are to pro for us manzxc . haiz . left and cab .

babygirl , sorry for all these while . all these nonsense that i had given you . i know and i can feel that you already done your best to give in and make me happy . but i didnt do the likewise to you . i am such a failure boyfriend . if theres a day if i broke up with you , i will not find anymore stead le . i know that she will not be happy with me . we wont last long .

Babygirl . i made a big mistake . hereby , i seeking your forgiveness . i dont mind if you dont forgive me as i myself know this time , i really make you very angry . very upset and disappointed in me . sorry .

i know you wont read this post de . cause i always dont update . and you wont come and see unless i tell you de . if you seen this post , tag me ba .

sorry once and for all . i will try to change myself de . night all and bye .