i dont know why i tear all of a sudden . what is happening to me . just a few minutes ago , i got a feeling that something just pierce through my heart . how come suddenly i felt pain . is missing you pain ? i really miss you alot . but words turn into lies . i been looking forward to tonight but everything you said , its like vanishing into the thin air . i really miss you . why cant i just have a chance to be with you once more . i would cherish every chance you give me . i would cherish , treasure and love you even more . but why am i still the one being hurt .

Why all you could say is for me to be happy . why , i dont want to be happy anymore every since july 9 . everything change . i am no longer happy . firefly want bee .

dont wish to say anything else le . bye .