My one and only ♥


who understands my heart . Who knows what i want .
why are you the one whom i love the most , the one whom gave me the sweetest memories and the one whom hurt me the most . Happy 1year 11months to you my beloved . i will always remember 28 .

28love , you gave me hope but its all false . you told me sweet stuff but its all lie . you let me think you will be back but you will never . every single thing you said , i remember i deeply but ended up , whatever you say are like needles . piercing through my heart. one by one . do you know how much it hurts ? i guess not . you are always the one being happy and i am the one all by myself , crying and hating myself .

28love , i know i am in fault . i tried changing but why dont i deserve another chance ? did i really ran out of chance ? today is the 172 i am waiting for you , i dont know how long it will last but i will last as long i could . sorry if one day i let go of you , its not because i dont love you anymore . its because i dont know how to love you nor myself anymore .

28love , why is everything i do useless to you le . i cant touch you anymore . no matter how far you are , i will be there to look at you at a side , fetch you home when you are alone . supply you with whatever you need . but all i get is a thanks . and that is all . a kiss from you , a hug fro you is enough .

28love , if there is a day that we could be back , i would cherish and love you even more . not letting myself or anyone else hurt you . protect you from all disaster and horror . prevent your heart from breaking and not let you tear nor bleed anymore . but i know , if there is this chance , you wouldnt want it . because . . .

28love , no matter what , i decided to wait for you . even till the day i enter the coffin , i want 28 to be crave on my coffin and a slide of us to be played during my funeral . i want every one whom is there to know how much i love you . every single person to take good care of you for me .

If you are a book , i will be the covering to protect you from dirts and dust .
If you are a wheel , i will be the outer layer of it to prevent you from having scratches and be the nice and pretty you .
If you are a balloon , i will be the string pulling you . not letting you run wild then burst .
If you are . . . If you are . . .
If you are mine , i will make you the happiest girl on earth . the prettiest princess and the most cheerful you .

Please dont cry anymore . be happy for every single day . let me be the on tearing over anything , everything . let me be the one sad and hurt every single day .

28november2o1o . i still love you . And i am still waiting for you my princess . BeeBeeMichelinTayAnnChing ♥

Happy Birthday Huimin sister ! !

Just woke up . finally can sleep till songsong le . i miss ♥ . i miss you so much but can you feel it ?
life is hard to past without you . living in the world of loneliness . doing things all by myself , no help nor care . i miss twenty-eight . when can it come back , or it will never be back le . haiz . there is a limit for waiting , a limit to my tolerance . please dont make me erupt by provoking me please .

Can someone tell me why am i always crying . maybe i am useless ba . everything hurts alot . what you commented . haiz . fine , i was so happy weeks ago but now ?! shag + sad . anyone knows how am i feeling now ?

Girl , i miss you . Can you sense that and miss me back ?
Girl , i want a hug from you . Will you be just right here to give me a hug ?
Girl , i want a kiss from you . Is a flying kiss coming to me now ?

We were as one for a moment in time .
And it seemed everlasting that you would always be mine .
Now you want to be free , so I'll let you fly .
Cause I know in my heart , our love will never die.

You'll always be a part of me , i'm part of you indefinitely .

Girl don't you know you can't escape me .
Oh darling cause you'll always be my baby .
And we'll linger on ,
Time can't erase a feeling this strong .
No way you're ever gonna shake me .
Oh darling , cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry .
And I won't beg you to stay .
If you're determined to leave girl .
I will not stand in your way .
But inevitably, you'll be back again .
Cause you know in your heart babe .
Our love will never end.

I know that you'll be back girl .
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder .
I know that you'll be right back baby .
Oh baby believe me it's only a matter of time.

Why do i always cry when i think of you .

Why do i smile whenever i look at you .

Why do i think of you whenever i am sad .

Why are all your words so hurting . Every thing that came out from your mouth are like needle . each and every piece of it piercing through my heart . Did i treat you that badly . my heart hurts alotalot . tears rolling down my cheek like a tap that cant be close . why my life is like this . i hate life . i hate myself . i hate everything . your life is painful , what about mine . every single day i wish for your return . every single night i look upon the star that is shining the brightest . its just like your cute and chubby face .

I just feel like hugging you tightly and never let you go . i want you TAY ANN CHING . I miss you so much . when can you be back mine . Firefy miss Bee .

我的心好痛。你能感受得到吗。