many things happened . don't wish to say anything le .
just came back from basketball court .had a tiff with dearest . so fucked up . as if its my fault . what have i done wrong .
dearest friend[guy] came then she like jitao keep talking to him and blabla . she jolly know that i don't like that guy then she still like that . she with her girlfriends i akready sua sua ke for keep talking to them then now she want ignore me .
i have done the same thing before but i know its my fault and i apologised . but she leh , keep asking kiat and shy to pass message . wtf sial . my fault arh . i jus expect a sorry or what like that so difficult meh . readers , do you all think its my fault .


dearest , i really do love you alot . i don't want to lose you . quarrels are difficult to avoid but i already gave in alot . i know you too . you are my stead leh , have i ever done this to you . have i ever cause of a girl ignore you ma . i am feeling so sad now :"(